Things have just gone downhill from my last post.

I still LOVE school, and my friends.

I'm miserable, because you make me that way. You have no fucking idea that you're doing it...but I hate myself-and you. I don't know why I can't let go.

I'll get over it. I guess.

Wow. Almost 3 Months since I've posted. Well. I live in the most gorgeous loft with my wonderful friend Emily (not Stockwell). We have high ceilings and sky lights.

I go to school everyday 10-6. I love it so much. (Aveda). I have so many friends that I love! I'm having HUGE money problems. I have a gorgeous boyfriend (for almost 4 months now). Things are wonderful.

I've had horrible things happen to my car...and me. But we're okay.

I almost had to become a stripper...my roomate and I needed to raise $1,600 in a matter of 3 days. We called and got info. Dressed up like whores, and went to audition at Sirens...but...we chickened out. Everything is okay now though.

I'm going out tonight with my amazing friends from school. I'm so happy. Things have been so crazy these past couple of weeks...but its getting better.

I love you all.